Today was my last day on staff at Monroe Community Church. While this was only a 9-month internship, I’m finding it surprisingly bitter-sweet to say goodbye to everyone. Even though I’ll be preaching at other churches every Sunday in June, we will be able to attend Monroe two more times before leaving town for good. But we are starting to say our goodbyes.
Our time at Monroe has been really, really good. But I’ve found myself thinking this week about the effect I’ve had upon the church. I can only assume that every minister goes through this when they’re leaving one ministry and starting another. It’s not a matter of wanting to be the best minister ever or puffing yourself up. But you do want to leave a ministry knowing that you’ve done something.
The reality is that I’ve been somewhat limited in what I was able to accomplish. As a full-time student, I only had 10-12 hours per week to put into the church. That basically means that preaching, Vision Team, and Enfolding Team is about all I could I handle. It’s been encouraging to hear people tell me how much they’ve appreciated my preaching and friendship and care. But the question remains: What have I done?
It seems to me that most pastors have no idea what they’ve done when they leave a position. Much of the work we do goes unnoticed and often what we least expect is what people were most affected by. It’s difficult not knowing exactly what we’ve done…but we press on, continuing to seek God’s will and follow his son…
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